Sacrifices to be that Best Friend!
Right at the heart
I am struck!
Deeper it goes,
Every time I think about it.
Thinking I can handle it,
Since that’s how I have gotten this far.
For them I have prioritized
With no costs, I can be that best friend!
Smiling my pain away,
As if it’s nothing
But really….
My insides are drowning
Tears welling up
Not outside but inside it’s raining.
Losing part of myself
In every way I have lost!
Who would have noticed?
My struggling to stand-up
Even if anyone do,
I’ve indoctrinated,
With a big happy smile!
To them, I’m doing just fine
So no pity or feeling remorse from them
I have no strength to endure that part!
Mourning for my own loss,
Feel great triumph for them happiness
Rather be saddened
Than seeing them hurting!
Do whatever it take
Even for my own life
I would immolate/sacrifice,
Just to see that beautiful smile!
Even if I receive nothing in return
Still willing to give my all
Just to be that best friend!